Friday, January 30, 2015

Omg

omg ese es tu pΓ‘gina. usted diciendo ideas y situaciones overthink tan pronto como llegan a pensar. SΓ© que es usted !!! u ¿cΓ³mo saben cuΓ‘l es mi horoscope😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜Yo creo que mucho nah😜😜😜😜

Thursday, January 29, 2015

Que el texto de mi marido anoche

Que el texto de mi marido y trato llamΓ‘ndolo anoche. para asegurarse de que cuando Γ©l regrese. Γ©l nunca respondiΓ³ de nuevo. lo ΓΊltimo que supe de Γ©l fue mar cuando me envΓ­an un texto. Le enviΓ© un texto de nuevo. Γ©l no respondiΓ³ de nuevo. Γ©l dijo que Γ©l sea segunda semana posterior de febrero. Voy tener que esperar y decirle entonces.

Monday, January 26, 2015

Every Time I think about you

Every time I think about you. You put a smile on my faceπŸ˜„
I love you😜😘❤️

Tuesday, January 20, 2015

Quiet

Why are you being so quiet? If I get to see you im going to do this😜❤️

Sunday, January 18, 2015

I'm my mother's daughter

I met this lady today. She said im just like my mother. Really nice to everyone. Friendly with everyone. I ask her how she know my name. She said she knew me when I was a little girl. I don't remember her. I wasn't around to much. During my teenagers years. You could say I was a wild teenager. I was happy she said I'm just like my mother. I really miss her. People don't apprectiate when there parents are still here. I always tell people if you mistreat your parents now. You will regret it in the future when they are gone. There was another lady she said my my was so nice. You couldn't tell she had a mean side. Until you did her wrong. She said I'm the same way. If you treat me nice. I treat you nice. If you mess with me. Im a bitch. The lady said I have a potty mouth. I'm my mom daughter. She does everything for everyone and people don't apprectiae. I'm the same way. When she was sick. She still help everyone. My best friend said to me how do I forgive someone when they do me wrong. I just do. I take care of my grand. She didn't treat me nice at all growing up. I still take care of her. My friend said she wouldn't have. She still my grand. I miss my mom.


 Do you always stay up all night?
Aren't you tired at all?
U should go to sleep.
I wish you were here!
Now you know my name. Do you get why I don't use it. It sounds bad when you say it fast.
I miss you
I love you❤️



Saturday, January 17, 2015

I'm not scare..

I'm not scare what's going to happen. My friend is scare for me. I'm not scare what my future holds. I hope my future will be better then my past. See I could be positive. 😜 I was wanted to fit in with the people I meet. I don't care for them. I don't fit in I don't. You like me for who I am. I don't want change the way I am. I'm dont care about who talks about me. It's just rumors. They don't like me whatever. They are not my friends. I don't need friends like that. These days I see who my friends are. I don't have to tell them. They know something is wrong. Even on the phone my true friends know by the sound of my voice. I'm not happy with my past. I'm letting it go. I do trust my future will be better. is mediation will help my stress?


Why can we talk in person. Face to face.😜😜😜 u scare lol.
I do appreciate your love.
Omg U been reading what I been writing about u. This whole time. U never said anything why give yourself up now.😱 ☺️ I know u laughing! Not funny!
Love u 😜

Friday, January 16, 2015

I am moving on with my unhappy life

i don't have a job. I like what I'm doing now. Cause I like what I'm doing .im my own boss.😜 I'm a people person. I am moving on with my unhappy realtionship. If you are reading this. You know when😜. I know you don't need my approval. I'm just saying I know it's u.😜😜😜


Stop reading this😜😜

Thursday, January 15, 2015

I'm thinking again

I said something in June. He was zone out again what I said. I don't think before it comes out of my mouth. It comes out. I should think before I said things. I said something really mean. Omg he love me then. No wonder he didn't want to talk to me. He sit and think to. When he not happy he zone out. I'm the same way when I'm thinking I zone out a lot. Omg I hurt him in June. I feel worse now.
I want to talk to him face to face.


I love you!!❤️😜


Tuesday, January 13, 2015

I need you in my life

i send him a love song from my favorite group. All the love song was about him. I want him in my life. I don't want to lose you. You make me really happy.
Check out this video on YouTube:

http://youtu.be/eM213aMKTHg

Monday, January 12, 2015

I'm following my heart ....

I get up and right away im thinking about him. The one I fell in love with. I hope he knows I want to be with him. I want him in my future. I never felt like this before. I'm following my heart. he is my heart and soul. i text him everyday to tell him how I feel. I hope he forgives me. When I see you I just want to hug you. Every time I see him my heart is beating really fast. He makes me really happy. I know he loves me. He doesnt judge me. I told him I'm fat. He said im not. He see who I am. I'm happy I fell in love with him. I wish he was here. I happy I met him. I miss him. I love him! ❤️😜

Saturday, January 10, 2015

2 people ignoring me

i been calling and calling my husband. I need to speak to him. I know if he is on business he can't pick up the phone. But at least relpy back and tell me when he is getting back. That's why our marriage is broken. He choose his job and his family.

The one I fell in love with. If he never forgives me.
I keep hearing from people.My family wants to get rid of the place. They won't even give me a chance with the place. I ask about giving me the place. I get no answers.They never ever gave me a chance with anything.If he never forgives me. I won't get the chance to bump into him anymore cause I won't be around. I need to find out what is going on. Are they really planning to get rid of the place? i been hearing this for the past month. I hope it's not true. I been texting him and sending him pictures. He doesn't say anything. I told him I miss him and love him. No reply. I can't belive this happening. It's happening at the wrong time. Im hearing it from more then one persons.i hope they don't get rid of the place. If they do. I'm going to really regret not telling him that day. I'm going to be really heartbroken. I will regret this for the rest of my life. I can't belive this is happening. I'm not giving up on him. I don't know what to think anymore. If he hates me that much. He probably be glad. He doesn't have to run from me anymore. My heart is hurting more today.

Friday, January 9, 2015

I call again

I been calling and texting my husband these days. He hasn't call or text me back.


Im getting ignore by 2 people.

Thursday, January 8, 2015

I call him again

I call him again. He doesn't answer. I text him again. My husband doesn't reply. I left him a msg telling him we need to talk. I have to call him again.

Tuesday, January 6, 2015

I'm going to call

I'm going to call my husband and tell him I need to meet up. I need to break it up in person! I'm not happy with him. It's not working out.i fell out of love.