Thursday, December 3, 2015

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Saturday, August 1, 2015

Omfg

It's 4 am i am still up. Argh I need sleep. I'm not nice when I don't get enough sleep. I'm cranky and moody. I got to be up in 3 hours argh!! Smfh.

Wednesday, July 29, 2015

envoyer

I gave in and send you a text. I'm mad as hell at you. But I still send you a text. I know that's your IG page. I called you you're ass on the comment.You deleted it. I'm for sure that's your Ig page. I just know. I can't you out of my fucking head. It seem you are stuck there. It fucking hurts so much inside. I still miss u and love you.

Thursday, July 9, 2015

No puedo dormir

I can't fall a sleep. It's so hot and stuffy in my room. The fan is not helping.  I'm tired. I hardly get any sleep in this humid weather.

I miss you and I love you.

Saturday, June 6, 2015

triste y feliz

i just found out a friend I know. We're not close. I know her through mutal friends. She just got married and she having triplets. I'm happy for her.but I'm sad at the same time. Why? Cause I wish I have a baby I could call my own by now. I want my own kid to cry when I leave. I want my own kid to be happy to see me. My god son cries when I leave.  It's not the same. When you could say it's your own child.  I'm to sensitive when I hear about people having kids.

Wednesday, June 3, 2015

No tengo ningΓΊn sentimiento por mi ex

No tengo ningΓΊn sentimiento por mi ex. Γ©l apareciΓ³ para conseguir el dinero que le poseo.Γ©l sabΓ­a que  yo tenΓ­a el dinero que viene de mis impuestos.Le dije Γ©l se acabΓ³!!! It's been over for a few years now. I do not love him anymore. I'm not going back. I love only you. I only miss you. My love for you is true.

Saturday, May 30, 2015

Omfg

omfg that ig picture I send you. I said I had a feeling it's your page. i am sure that is your page.
I miss you so much

Saturday, May 23, 2015

es la curaciΓ³n

I'm trying my best to keep her wound clean. It looks a lot better these days. The first week I was cleaning it. I saw blood. I thought I was going to pass out. I don't like the sight of blood. I had no choice. When I first saw her wound. I wanted to cry. I know she was in a lot of pain. I got no one else to help me. The lazy ass won't do it. All he does is complain about no food in the house. I haven't clean up any mess. He complains. Im tired. I work all day and he sits on his lazy ass. Yes I'm complaining about him. i don't get any sleep at night cause I could hear the damn tv through the walls. I should be sleeping I got to get up in a few hours. No sleep again.


I'm always thinking about you. When I get up in the morning and before I go to sleep. You are always in my dreams. ❤️

Wednesday, May 20, 2015

Very annoyed

im annoyed today again. I been calling around looking for someone to repair something for me. Once they hear it's a female. They take advantage of the price. Hello I'm not stupid. I know what is the going price is. Why do some men think females are stupid. Not all females are airheads.

Monday, May 18, 2015

actitud desagradable

my sibling is giving me a nasty attitude because there's no food in the house. he got 2 legs. go get it yourself. No need to give me a attuitiide. I have to go food shopping tonight.  Not for him,for my other family member.


I miss you😜❤️

Thursday, May 7, 2015

No puedo dormir !!!

No puedo dormir. Probablemente me quedΓ© dormido a las 4 am. ahora estoy despierto. wtf estΓ‘ pasando. i estado de mal humor ΓΊltimamente. es mi nuevo medicamento estΓΊpido. el doctor me dio esteroides para mi alergia. TodavΓ­a tengo que tomar medicina para la alergia por encima de eso.puede que no sea mi medicina para la alergia. puede ser que sea porque yo veo un fantasma muestra antes de irme a dormir.

Saturday, May 2, 2015

Yo estaba al pollo

Te vi ayer. Yo estaba en el telΓ©fono. Yo estaba a un pollo a hacer esto 😜😝.Te extraΓ±o tanto.Te amo.

Friday, April 24, 2015

I'm still not giving up!!!

im still not going to give up on you. I know you trying to hurt me. You doing a good job. I hurt you by saying I gave up on you last year. I doubt you and I shouldn't had. I swear I never meant to hurt you. Your words did hurt me. I know you trying to make me jealous. It's hard for you trying to express your feelings to me cause I had hurt you. You express it by writing. I see that. I wasn't bored. I know you still care. I know you love me. You wouldn't had given me your new number. I really do want to see you. I miss you so much. I still love you no matter how much it hurts. I'm not giving up!!!



Thursday, April 23, 2015

Sigo adelante con mi pasado

Sigo adelante con mi pasado. No estoy pensando en mi pasado. Estoy pensando en ti. solo tu !! Te extraΓ±o tanto. Me enamorΓ© de ti.😜❤️😝


Monday, April 20, 2015

I want only you😜❤️


Please believe me. I never meant to hurt You at all. When you said I hurt you. I'm mad at myself for hurting you. I cry for hurting you. I love you so much. I love you more. 😜❤️
I'm not giving up!!! I'm going to try again tomorrow.

Sunday, April 12, 2015

Le parece que nunca voy a dejar el trabajo.

Le parece que nunca voy a dejar el trabajo. Estoy cansado !! Quiero dormir. He estado trabajando 12 horas. Acabo de una llamada de un cliente me dice que va a pasar por allí. Le dije que bien. Ahora tengo que esperar. Voy tener que levantarse temprano para conseguir su materia hecha por el mañana. Quiero 😴😴😴😴😴😴.

Friday, March 27, 2015

no me gusta la primavera

No me gusta la primavera. mis alergias me estΓ‘n matando. mi medicamento no estΓ‘ funcionando. mi nariz es constante funcionamiento. mis ojos estΓ‘n constantemente destruyendo. Yo quiero arrancar mi nariz fuera y cavar mis ojos pronto. es horrible yo tienen alergias.


😜

Saturday, March 21, 2015

mi amigo dijo en ser mala

mi amigo dijo en ser malo. Hice mi hermano tome el tren a casa esta noche. Estoy tan enojado con Γ©l lo que Γ©l hace para mΓ­ hoy. pero me siento mal me hizo tomar el tren a casa. realmente me mear fuera hoy. No voy a tener un buen dΓ­a hoy. Estoy cansado no dormir lo suficiente la noche anterior. cuando no duermo lo suficiente. Me pongo muy mal humor. Realmente espero que no se presenta maΓ±ana para reventar mis chuletas de maΓ±ana.


sabes que realmente te echo de menos. 😜❤️

Saturday, March 7, 2015

Odio nieve!!!

Realmente odio palear odio snow.i. Tengo que cavar mi coche. Yo deberΓ­a de hecho la noche anterior, pero no lo hice. Voy a llegar tarde.

Thursday, March 5, 2015

Saturday, February 21, 2015

ten cuidado

tenga cuidado de conducir en casa es realmente malo n la carretera. que es muy resbaladizo. te extraΓ±o !!

Saturday, February 14, 2015

Le dije a

Le dije a un miembro de la familia estoy avanzando adelante. hay duda preguntar. dijo que es mi elecciΓ³n. nadie va a entender.

Wednesday, February 11, 2015

Me estoy moviendo hacia adelante

Me estoy moviendo hacia adelante
ninguna amargura
nada me estΓ‘ frenando

Me estoy moviendo hacia adelante

Friday, January 30, 2015

Omg

omg ese es tu pΓ‘gina. usted diciendo ideas y situaciones overthink tan pronto como llegan a pensar. SΓ© que es usted !!! u ¿cΓ³mo saben cuΓ‘l es mi horoscope😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜Yo creo que mucho nah😜😜😜😜

Thursday, January 29, 2015

Que el texto de mi marido anoche

Que el texto de mi marido y trato llamΓ‘ndolo anoche. para asegurarse de que cuando Γ©l regrese. Γ©l nunca respondiΓ³ de nuevo. lo ΓΊltimo que supe de Γ©l fue mar cuando me envΓ­an un texto. Le enviΓ© un texto de nuevo. Γ©l no respondiΓ³ de nuevo. Γ©l dijo que Γ©l sea segunda semana posterior de febrero. Voy tener que esperar y decirle entonces.

Monday, January 26, 2015

Every Time I think about you

Every time I think about you. You put a smile on my faceπŸ˜„
I love you😜😘❤️

Tuesday, January 20, 2015

Quiet

Why are you being so quiet? If I get to see you im going to do this😜❤️

Sunday, January 18, 2015

I'm my mother's daughter

I met this lady today. She said im just like my mother. Really nice to everyone. Friendly with everyone. I ask her how she know my name. She said she knew me when I was a little girl. I don't remember her. I wasn't around to much. During my teenagers years. You could say I was a wild teenager. I was happy she said I'm just like my mother. I really miss her. People don't apprectiate when there parents are still here. I always tell people if you mistreat your parents now. You will regret it in the future when they are gone. There was another lady she said my my was so nice. You couldn't tell she had a mean side. Until you did her wrong. She said I'm the same way. If you treat me nice. I treat you nice. If you mess with me. Im a bitch. The lady said I have a potty mouth. I'm my mom daughter. She does everything for everyone and people don't apprectiae. I'm the same way. When she was sick. She still help everyone. My best friend said to me how do I forgive someone when they do me wrong. I just do. I take care of my grand. She didn't treat me nice at all growing up. I still take care of her. My friend said she wouldn't have. She still my grand. I miss my mom.


 Do you always stay up all night?
Aren't you tired at all?
U should go to sleep.
I wish you were here!
Now you know my name. Do you get why I don't use it. It sounds bad when you say it fast.
I miss you
I love you❤️



Saturday, January 17, 2015

I'm not scare..

I'm not scare what's going to happen. My friend is scare for me. I'm not scare what my future holds. I hope my future will be better then my past. See I could be positive. 😜 I was wanted to fit in with the people I meet. I don't care for them. I don't fit in I don't. You like me for who I am. I don't want change the way I am. I'm dont care about who talks about me. It's just rumors. They don't like me whatever. They are not my friends. I don't need friends like that. These days I see who my friends are. I don't have to tell them. They know something is wrong. Even on the phone my true friends know by the sound of my voice. I'm not happy with my past. I'm letting it go. I do trust my future will be better. is mediation will help my stress?


Why can we talk in person. Face to face.😜😜😜 u scare lol.
I do appreciate your love.
Omg U been reading what I been writing about u. This whole time. U never said anything why give yourself up now.😱 ☺️ I know u laughing! Not funny!
Love u 😜

Friday, January 16, 2015

I am moving on with my unhappy life

i don't have a job. I like what I'm doing now. Cause I like what I'm doing .im my own boss.😜 I'm a people person. I am moving on with my unhappy realtionship. If you are reading this. You know when😜. I know you don't need my approval. I'm just saying I know it's u.😜😜😜


Stop reading this😜😜

Thursday, January 15, 2015

I'm thinking again

I said something in June. He was zone out again what I said. I don't think before it comes out of my mouth. It comes out. I should think before I said things. I said something really mean. Omg he love me then. No wonder he didn't want to talk to me. He sit and think to. When he not happy he zone out. I'm the same way when I'm thinking I zone out a lot. Omg I hurt him in June. I feel worse now.
I want to talk to him face to face.


I love you!!❤️😜


Tuesday, January 13, 2015

I need you in my life

i send him a love song from my favorite group. All the love song was about him. I want him in my life. I don't want to lose you. You make me really happy.
Check out this video on YouTube:

http://youtu.be/eM213aMKTHg

Monday, January 12, 2015

I'm following my heart ....

I get up and right away im thinking about him. The one I fell in love with. I hope he knows I want to be with him. I want him in my future. I never felt like this before. I'm following my heart. he is my heart and soul. i text him everyday to tell him how I feel. I hope he forgives me. When I see you I just want to hug you. Every time I see him my heart is beating really fast. He makes me really happy. I know he loves me. He doesnt judge me. I told him I'm fat. He said im not. He see who I am. I'm happy I fell in love with him. I wish he was here. I happy I met him. I miss him. I love him! ❤️😜

Saturday, January 10, 2015

2 people ignoring me

i been calling and calling my husband. I need to speak to him. I know if he is on business he can't pick up the phone. But at least relpy back and tell me when he is getting back. That's why our marriage is broken. He choose his job and his family.

The one I fell in love with. If he never forgives me.
I keep hearing from people.My family wants to get rid of the place. They won't even give me a chance with the place. I ask about giving me the place. I get no answers.They never ever gave me a chance with anything.If he never forgives me. I won't get the chance to bump into him anymore cause I won't be around. I need to find out what is going on. Are they really planning to get rid of the place? i been hearing this for the past month. I hope it's not true. I been texting him and sending him pictures. He doesn't say anything. I told him I miss him and love him. No reply. I can't belive this happening. It's happening at the wrong time. Im hearing it from more then one persons.i hope they don't get rid of the place. If they do. I'm going to really regret not telling him that day. I'm going to be really heartbroken. I will regret this for the rest of my life. I can't belive this is happening. I'm not giving up on him. I don't know what to think anymore. If he hates me that much. He probably be glad. He doesn't have to run from me anymore. My heart is hurting more today.

Friday, January 9, 2015

I call again

I been calling and texting my husband these days. He hasn't call or text me back.


Im getting ignore by 2 people.

Thursday, January 8, 2015

I call him again

I call him again. He doesn't answer. I text him again. My husband doesn't reply. I left him a msg telling him we need to talk. I have to call him again.

Tuesday, January 6, 2015

I'm going to call

I'm going to call my husband and tell him I need to meet up. I need to break it up in person! I'm not happy with him. It's not working out.i fell out of love.